Day 74

Planned for our first vacation without you Srikant...
Was sceptical, doubtful and unsure...but the smile on Aaryans face changed my mind.

Iam sure, you would have done the same thing.

We both believe we deserve that break from this routine...

I know u have been instrumental in getting everything in place..Love you Jaan😍

Day 71

we bought a dog on 6th Oct for Aaryan.
he is extremely happy!

as you know he waited for it for more than three years now...

the date of birth of the dog as per the kennel is 30 July...the same day you left us.

hence Aaryan is very connected to it..he feels you sent him to take care of us😊
 

Day 66

Its been almost five days I didn't write to you...
if you ask me why, I wouldn't have an answer.

What is bothering me the most these days Is that are people slowly forgetting you?
I need to do something about it...

It's just been two months now...
or is it just my feeling...
love you...


 

Day 61

Aaryan scored <72% in his term 1 finals.
Iam proud of him as this is, despite what all he is gone through during this time and many lessons he missed.

I will now have to ensure his scores doesn't drop anyway...

I told you Srikant, he will make both of us proud.

Now I don't want to wait long to fulfil our promise to him, of a dog.

His lifetime companion...Dojo

❤
 

Day 60

Day 60,
for what?

You are with me...
I see you daily, feel you daily- in Aaryan,around me and In me.

❤

 

Day 57

Missing you alot now...
The more I look at your lively pictures, the more my heart denies to believe you are not alive....

This challenges me....its says its not possible

Though iam preparing for your monthly ritual tomorrow...my heart doesn't agree with it

It says how can you do it for some one who is alive in you, your thought and with you in every moment....

But iam trying to explain it, this would be good for your stay there in outer world...the moment I say that...anything for good of you Shrik...
anytime, forever ❤

Day 55

There is a part of the day, that brings tears into my eyes automatically...

Every day, this feeling of grief swallows me, when I feel your absence around me....

The pain has not reduced, the intervals of burst out have reduced...they became controlled and don't come as a outburst.

The feeling of emptiness has not reduced...but means to overcome it have increased.

Missing you has not gone, cherishing your memories have increased...

Reason to live has not increased bit want to fulfil your incomplete tasks have increased...